Glad its May

Happy May! Is anyone else feeling as blessed to be in this new month as me? Seriously April was like the dark cloud that I could not pull myself out of. I love me some personal growth as much as the next human but man!!! It's hard. No amount of affirmations or energy cleansing prepare you for what's in-store as when you really are moving thought something.

Happy and Hoping I am finally on the other side. If anyone else out there is struggling right not, hold on, you are so close and the love and light on the other side is there. You will be there. It will come.

And it is so much easier for me to say this now of course because when you are in it.....you are trying to survive. You don't recognize yourself, you don't think like you normally do, you have an idea of it but you can't hold on to it for long. Your light is shaded. Like a cloud overcasting your whole graduation BBQ, your whole world. You go though the motions but half-hearted. In your core you want to try but there is a resistance that doesn't allow you too. #motherfuckingego

You know what I think, what I believe really propelled me forward the most? Being immersed/connected to nature this weekend and specifically the ranging water. Witnessing and being aware of this tide that is turning and feeling the push to set it free. I kept thinking how powerful water is to wedge its way, to make the flow for us to follow. Sometimes we get caught up on some rocks but then another seasons melt or rainstorm allow the reeds to free and to float on happily again. #thisisme

We are so much more connected to nature than we know.

Best part - I see it in my kids too. They connected with their elements and a new balance has been restored to the space (at least until they come from from school 😆)

So I’m glad it’s May, Glad I endured and floated back to the surface again. Tat’s what happens when life kicks you off course. Sometimes you need a whip in the tush to get you back on track #whoahorsey
So here I am, back on course ready to tackle the next adventure that awaits. Oh what peril will she face next? A dark and stormy trail, a hungry wolf, perhaps its a large harry Ogre! The hero braves on.

I know I can write my own story so, Sargent Marion is back in pursuit of justice for her people. #glyphosatebewarned